I hate to sound so emo and like i always comlain, but when things get better... I'll stop complaining. I just need a freaking break. i need to not be in crippling pain for at least a few hours during the day. i need to find a place to keep my horses that isn't going to become an issue in some way or another( and therefore another source of stress). i need my father to back off about school... i get straight fucking a's each term AND intern with a vet (all through the pain i might add) and he still tells me i need to get my priorities in line. i need to find a way to make some money around school and horses and just everyday life(which seems to take a lot longer anymore). all this stress is breaking me and it seems like there is NO end in sight... and that just makes it that much worse.

/bitchmode